So, I should still be sleeping…I did sleep the I-didn’t-sleep-for-longer-

than-3-hours-the-night-before sleep of the dead for about 7 hours…which seems to be a good sleep for me now that I am in my 40’s.
Fuck, I hope that doesn’t turn into sleeping for 3 hours a night and calling that a good sleep like my Grama did. We shared a bedroom for 2 years or so when I was growing up…god that seems like so long ago.
Anyway, I should be still sleeping but the place I have been blessed to stay at here in NY has a terrace and it is stunning…with trees and flowers and a view of the river…gorgeous.
And knowing it was out here….here I am.
That picture is a self portrait, I will have you know.
After I got here yesterday and got settled I went over my audition, I will talk about that another day…I don’t want to jinx it…yes, I believe in jinxing…then I slept a bit…then I rehearsed some more…then I went out in the night to find some food.
On my way down the hall to the elevator I could hear one of the neighbours having a smart Sunday night party…and they were playing beautiful jazz just under the conversation…I stood leaning on the wall waiting and thought…”That is New York”.
When I got down to the street the wind was blowing cool/warm air and I felt very…free? Happy? Lucky? Tired? Hopeful?
And I put my hands into the air for a second as I walked down the street.
I may close my eyes for another half hour.
I am living day to day…
I know that I fly back tomorrow…I know that I go to Edinburgh in 3 days.
That is being taken care of…nothing I can do about it today!
Well, I will take this chance to go over my show for a while after my audition…luxury.
It is gonna be hot today…but for now…breezy and gorgeous…

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